The Eternal Student

So Catherine took to the boys to California so she could do her cancer treatment. However, I am here; alone. I didn’t think it would effect me so quickly. It’s not that I didn’t know it would, I just thought it would take me more time. Like, oh they’re on vacation for the next week or two, and then it would kick in. However, sitting alone in the house is making me crazy, especially as I wonder if her and the boys are ok, and if they are safe, etc. The lack of knowing what’s going on and being alone is killing me.